LW Dreams

[liz]

Ok well hmm Ive had a few freaky lw dreams over the past 18mths or so, but they're freaky cause its got lw in them.

Last night..well 8ish this morning, i was having a dream, and OMG its really scary.

Ok well i was at one of their last few shows in Melbourne, except it wasnt in a theatre, it was just in a hall, so there were cheap seats and the front few rows were divided by a glass wall thing. I got in late with a friend, and we thought the front was behind that glass wall cause we couldnt see the other rows, and thoguht it just slid over. We sat down in a random seat caue we were late, then the door thing opened, and we could see our seats up the front, so we just got out of our seats and ran down, and naturally they saw us lol.

The hall was like allowing pple to move around etc whenever they wanted, like set up in tables, and during the show i had to go to the loo so i did and they noticed again.

Now the scary thing was during the cowboy/silent movie bit, they did it, and then decided to use some audience participation. Like do a bit of cowboy and indian thing, but it was more like cat and mouse. Anyway they asked for a volunteer and my friend put up my arm, and they picked me lol and i was naturally embarrashed. Anyway i was running around the hall, ducking under chairs and tables etc, running away from col who was chasing me screaming stuff i think, and he had a fake rifle etc, as part of the thing. Then i got back to the front and was about to sit back, didnt see him and then he was standing a few metres from me, and had the fake rifle pointed at me, i screamed in horror then he pulled the trigger, and naturaly i went along with the act, and like pretended to be dead, like hey i get to fulfill my acting passions caue hmm im good at pretending to be dead lol. But as soon as i hit the ground, i blacked out.like was actually dead.....Like col actually killed me and i remember him giving his evil laugh just as i was going in and out of consciousness.

Then i woke up, in a fright.

That last bit is what is really really freaking me out!!!! OMG It just keeps going over and over in my head, like all of my other lw dreams, but this one was a horror one!!!!

During this i think frank was just on stage.

[Holz]

omg thats so scary! all the ones of L&W that i have had were good ones lol, all G rated incase you were wondering lol

[liz]

Yes it was scary! And as i just said to you then on msn, i remembr the rifle was like one you'd make in kindy or something, a long fluro light bulb box..and like hence i though hmm this would be good, go along with the drift of things...hmm natrualyl not thinking a fake one would actually kill me!

Im wondering if i had this dream cause some of you think col can be mean out of character, and im thinking dont say that, cause now ill always have that assumption.

Hmm hurry up lucille i need you to interpret my dream..but im scared about it...Cause that party dream, she said maybe i look up to Col as a father figure...hmm who later on goes and bloody well kills me!

[Holz]

haha thats not very good lol

[skinheadskippy]

Hmmm...A rifle, or any sort of gun, typically represents aggression, anger and potential danger. Alternatively, a gun can symbolize the penis and male sexuality. I'm reminded of your account of sexual assault in the Mental Health thread - could this be related?

I tend to think about passive/aggressiveness here too. Col shoots you with a fake gun, but once hit you realize it was real. I see this as you having somebody close to you who believes that their weapons - whether they be words or actual objects - are harmless, but they do indeed hurt you. Or you believe their weapons are useless, when in fact they leave a wound.

There is a playful side to your dream too, ie. Col chasing you around the theatre and you playing along. Obviously, Col and Frank represent something joyful and almost childlike to you. Interacting with them, even just by watching their shows and having them talk to you, makes you happy.

So why Col and not Frank? Col has a very strong, dominant onstage personality. His evil laugh at the end of the dream, as you are dying, could illustrate your concerns that a pleasure, something you could depend on, is turning and being taken away from you (ie. L&W splitting up).

The only person who could truly understand your dream is you. But I hope this helps!

[Holz]

hmm thats very in-depth lol

[liz]

hmm well teh first lw dream i had, i was talking to col just in the street, and my brother decided ti would be funny to take col's jacket (althoguh it was the start of summer), and so me and Col chased after my brother.

Hmm i dont think i agree with the male sexualithy thing,...not related to the assult thing...suprisingly i havent had any nightmares about that, but hmm flashbacks i get sometimes, but not often now a days.

But anyway a few things about that:
-the other day i was watching col's k&k ep and the 2nd time, i was like oo wouldnt it be great to be married to him, but hmm that would be freaky since he's like 19 yrs my senior. So hmm after that epk i watched skithouse, and i was like oo yep gatesy would be great! so yeah. And that night the n-th time around I got depressed, going its going to be soo bad not being able to talk to them anymore etc, and i was like wow if something realy bad happens next year i will die really.

-Hmm yes i was talking about always being bulied as a young kid, and even today i tend to take things personally, and get really wound up by it.

-umhehe yep interacting with them certainly makes me happy! Very happy indeed, on such an adrenaline rush that in fact i act like a 2 yr old at xmas time lol. And since i enjoyed being late and getting attention, i thought hm it wiould be good to do that agani lol, which i intend to on my bday lol.

-yes it wouldve been col cause of hte personality. Plus also i think i was thinking about like dying caue of frank being hit by the bowling ball, and 'dying' lol (and then saying when the ball landed it didnt make any noise).

hmmm ys they are being taken away from me, ....and millions of other pple

[inkling]

Kirri, your dream skills kick arse! Liz- not to pressure, but you say you don't have nightmares relating to your experience, yet you describe a dream in which a man you trust shoots you and seems to enjoy it. Traumatic experiences in life will always leave residue- sometimes it comes out like this dream in ways we don't understand or even see. The brain is a funny thing!

I've had the pleasure of having them in my dreams almost every night- sometimes they're just hanging out, sometimes they're part of the plot. Although usually Frank is the one 'in focus' most of the time, but that's because he represents more to me in terms of psychology. Frank has a romantic association to me, where as Col is more like a son or a best friend. I want Frank to be in charge of me (God that sounds so pathetic!) but I want to be in charge of Col. That just came out, so it must be true, as I gave myself no time to choose (and therefor restrict) my words.

I haven't 'done stuff' with Frank for a long time, it's just comforting having him there. Something about him makes me feel safe and content. Some people might think that's sad or creepy, finding such things in someone I've never met, but Idon't think so. We all feel close to the boys, all for different reasons.

[miaaa]

ooo0o
i had a dream this morning, i remember having it...just not what it was.
haha, as usual

[liz]

inkling said:

Kirri, your dream skills kick arse! Liz- not to pressure, but you say you don't have nightmares relating to your experience, yet you describe a dream in which a man you trust shoots you and seems to enjoy it. Traumatic experiences in life will always leave residue- sometimes it comes out like this dream in ways we don't understand or even see. The brain is a funny thing!

I know! Its really strange that i havent had nightmares. But last year when i always wanted to move out, mum would say really meanly, caue we were always fighting, oh go and live with mr molester again hey. And i was like mum thanks so much for that, im trynig to put that behind me (and now its coming to haunt me a bit) adn she would just keep bringing it up and id keep getting flashbacks kinda. I get nervous around fat old men, cause i think oo could it be him? I cant even remember his name..oh shit its mal or mel i just remembred...cause yeah i was trying to thinking of his name in case i do ever report it, but dont want to cuae it would be hard.

hmm thanks miaa for saying (on msn) that at least i didnt wak e up with him there with a gun there.....thats great lol.

[inkling]

Its really strange that i havent had nightmares

You haven't had ones of the actual incident, but the experience has definately altered the way your brain sees things. And just for the record, your mum may well be the most insensitive person i have ever seen.

[skinheadskippy]

inkling said:

And just for the record, your mum may well be the most insensitive person i have ever seen.

I'd also like to go down on record as saying grrrr to your mother!

[liz]

inkling said:

Its really strange that i havent had nightmares

You haven't had ones of the actual incident, but the experience has definately altered the way your brain sees things. And just for the record, your mum may well be the most insensitive person i have ever seen.

hmm that comment made me want to cry, but thats good..you didnt offend me, but yeah she is very insensitive to me lately and couldnt give a rats arse. Well she does, like she was worried about me getting home safely when i did evenings, like stranger danger, but emotional stuff...well. I nearly fell off my chair the time i told her that i needed to get an ultrasound cause my periods were giving me havoc, cause like every month i have problems adn she tells me its part of being a woman and get over it. And like one time i rang up a family friend to get me from school cause i was in pain and mum found out adn got my gran on the phone and she said lke in my days we didnt have tampons etc. But yeah thats why i was sooo suprised when she said she hoped it turned out right
And get this she said that she'd help pay for the operation, and cause i stayed at her place for 2 wks to save a bit of money, which i didnt cause id have to buy all my food plus pay her fricking board (how much electricity is one extra person going to fricking use esp when i was out most days), and caus of all the arguements she refuses to pay one cent! Which is very very VERY selfish...

Hmm i was thinking about what Kirri was saying (well what else is on my mind at the moment?) and i do remember watching All Saints the other night and nearly crying several times, cause it was about this girl getting raped. I know that i wasnt raped but still it was sexual assult i experienced. So maybe that came to the surface in teh dream, but in the dream there was nothing about the assult...

[liz]

I thought that since i dotn have anything to do, i would find out about my dream. hehe i know where you got the gun thing from Kirri! Same website im on now!

Chased: dreammoods.com/cgibin/chasedreams.pl?method=exact&header=dreamid&search=chaseintro
Shot: www.dreammoods.com/dreamdictionary/s2.htm#Shot
Gun: www.dreammoods.com/dreamdictionary/g2.htm
www.sleeps.com/analysis.html
Nearly any dream you have that refers to death, dying or attending a funeral, or the like, pertain to change. Most all the time this change is very dramatic and major. It can be change in your life attitude or emotional balance. These types of dreams can also symbolize confronting fear, usually fear of death or change. Since most of use will agree that death is the ultimate change, and many people fear it. Death dreams are generally big changes and should never be ignored. Sometimes they really do signify death! Another possible symbol of a death dream is threat. Whichever suits the dream depends on how well the theme was arrived at. Most death dreams are about major change and not about literal death though, so don't panic if you have one. Just patiently go through the analysis process, and make sense of it.

www.dreamdoctor.com/book.shtml
Chase Nightmares . . . What disturbing feelings are you trying to avoid? Are you procrastinating making a big decision?


Except that the chasing thing, was not scary, it was fun, being part of their show....

Death End of a cycle. Something is finally over.

Gun Violence. Aggression. Threat. Danger ahead

And haha this came up in a quiz: You dream that you are best friends with a celebrity. What does this mean? You like the celebrity. There's probably something you like or admire about this person in your dream, or they're the type of person you'd like for a friend.

[skinheadskippy]

admin said:

I thought that since i dotn have anything to do, i would find out about my dream. hehe i know where you got the gun thing from Kirri! Same website im on now!

Well, I went there for a general interpretation of the gun thing, but afterwards I started interpreting everything by myself and abandoned the website. It's a good one, though!

[Angua]

hmmm i also see it as a sense of wantingness. U dont want the guys to go, you want them in your life in some particular aspect. As it is, the frame of mind u go to sleep in can also effect ur dreams. U are more likely to have a nightmare if u go to bed in a foul or frightened mood.
I see the Col and the gun as a wanting to be involved in their lives, even if that does mean that col does transform into this killer.

I also understand it as a sort of warning. Dont get too close. Dont get too upset for their leaving.

hmm the fact that you went along with the play act of shooting a fake gun may also mean that this dream wasnt suppost to be frightening. This dream may in fact be inspiration. Have u thought about the idea that Col may be interested in righting a script and u have replaced Woodley? That leads to the idea that in said dream, you are not actually you. It may be that you have taken on the role of Frank. In which case, the dream was actually part of a sketch rather than anything real.

hmmm its interesting. to find out more, id have to hypnotise you, which im not that good at (only really worked on chickens hehehe) or read ur tarot, which will seek the truths of ur mind and subconscious. Would be sooooo interesting to do that right now. pity ur sooo far away.

[skinheadskippy]

daasgudgirl said:

hmm the fact that you went along with the play act of shooting a fake gun may also mean that this dream wasnt suppost to be frightening. This dream may in fact be inspiration.

Ooh, very good point!

[Holz]

yeah it was really freaky iha a dream that i was shot and theres nothign that i would like to start a-new...

[test]

I had my first ever L&W dream this morning! But now I can't remember it. Don't ya hate that?

[Holz]

yeh haha i had another LW dream last night lol i memba it thiugh lol

[liz]

OK last night i kept going over it, trying to get over it, like make it less scary etc. Im more scared of like what the change is going to be.... I printed out the thread and relised how shit i am at touch typing lol and spelling lol..this one will be better.

Hmm here's some more detail,, and the endings been re-written.

Ok they were about to do the cowboy bit, and Col got asked for a volunteer, my friend put my hand up, after i kept saying no i dont want to, well i did, but i was too shy lol. So she grabbed my arm and I got picked to go up on stage. So basically Frank was allowed to sit out of this one, and I replaced Frank's presence on stage...if you put it that way. After the start bit of that routine thing they do, Col said something, and I ran down the stairs off the stage and started running around the hall/theatre. It wasnt really a hall, and wasnt really a theatre as well, it was a mixture. During the chasing thing, the room turned into a proper theatre, but it wasnt the proper chairs,it was the chairs just set up for a big show, so i was able to like crawl under the chairs etc. Frank was yelling at me to run, and the audience was cheering so much lol, which gave me an adrenaline rush, which gave me the energy to just run so much, even with slight heels on lol, cause i am totally not fit at all!!

I remember that we were running in a clockwise direction, and changed i think eventually went the other way, or was about to head that way. So i got back to the front, tried to find where Col was, and then a few seconds later just as i was about to head off again, he popped up behind me, and he said ahhhh prepare to die or seomthing like that (haha in that face he does in The Girlfriend) and then he laughed, fired the fake rifle and I naturally went along with it, and was facing clockwise direction although i think he was behind me, like on the left. I was about to run off and he fired and was doing his hysterical evil laugh, and then i fell backwards and when i landed I was smirking, going hey this is cool, i get to finally do some acting lol, good at being dead lol.

I laid there for a few seconds, and was getting up, and everyone in the audience was cheering, and Col was walking off already to go back on stage, and he saw me get up, and said you're meant to be dead, and got back off stage and fired again, of course with me screaming, and then he went to pull the trigger again, but this time it was real. No one was in the audience it was just a big black room, with lights going off from the gun, and a few hit me and then I fell forward, in exactly the way Col pretended to collapse in that last ep of spicks and specks. I then drifted off into death, but my hearing came and went over a few seconds and I was like having a fit, and could hear col's evil laugh, and inside i was just slowly screaming cause naturally I didnt want to die!

Hmm strange thing is that over the past few months, with the medical problems iI had, at one stage I was hoping it wasnt going to be cancer, or something, cause I dont want to die right now, not when I really want to be there on the final night. Now i was reassured that it wasnt going to be cancerous, so naturally I didnt think about it anymore. But ive been thinking hmm as long as I live till the last performance thats great, but obviously I want to be living till a ripe old age.

And then of course in my dream, I do end up dying at/in their last show........

[liz]

Hmm thanks so much Lucille for doing my tarots ...very interesting! Here's how it went:

Paranoid Android says:
heya
[e-mail] says:
hi
Paranoid Android says:
hows it goin???
[e-mail] says:
um...gettign there....still freaked out, but nto as much
Paranoid Android says:
lol
[e-mail] says:
kept playing it over and over, wrote a bit more detail down, and nearly burst into tears
[e-mail] says:
like i know its not going to happen, but im nervous about like how the death symbolises major change...like what is going to change?
Paranoid Android says:
oh please dont be upset. It may only be a small thing. Did u read how i saw it?? that might help. Death is not nessassarily bad. Change may come in many forms, both physically, mentally and spiritually
[e-mail] says:
havent read the posts yet though
Paranoid Android says:
definately read what i wrote though
[e-mail] says:
yeah im doing that now
[e-mail] says:
hahahaha me replacing frank! yeay right
Paranoid Android says:
mayb
[e-mail] says:
im going to add more of the stuff i remembered
Paranoid Android says:
coolies
[e-mail] says:
cant you do tarots or something online? cuase how do the pple do it over the phone?
Paranoid Android says:
i can do it online, but i need something personal of urs to be able to get into ur mind, however this doesnt need to by physical
[e-mail] says:
oh right
[e-mail] says:
photos?
Paranoid Android says:
mayb. If u email me something that i can look at speak to a photo of u preferably then i might be able to do it
[e-mail] says:
oo goody
Paranoid Android says:
i have my tarot cards with me, would u like a reading??
[e-mail] says:
yes please! what exactly do tarots tell you?
Paranoid Android says:
Its basically a look into ur mind and ur future. They are a guide and may not mean anything. Ive never done a reading online, so this may be a bit weird and not 100% accurate, but i can try
[e-mail] says:
lol ok...anything to make sense of the nightmare would be great
[e-mail] says:
hmm i want to know how they are going to react when i tell them! lol
Paranoid Android says:
lol
Paranoid Android says:
ok first im gonna ask u to ask yes or no questions. and ill use the major cards to see the answers
[e-mail] says:
ok thanks
[e-mail] says:
did u need the photo now?
[e-mail] says:
or maybe you want to wait till ive finished typing up the more detailed one
Paranoid Android says:
wateva it doesnt matter
[e-mail] says:
ok
Paranoid Android says:
ok so ask ur first question to the cards. The fool means no, the world means yes
[e-mail] says:
ok
[e-mail] says:
most obvious q is does this mean im going to die
[e-mail] says:
(easy answer lol)
Paranoid Android says:
the cards say yes, however, u need to refine ur question. Everyone must come to an end sometimes. Refine it to a date and it may come up with another answe
[e-mail] says:
ok am i going to die from a gun?
Paranoid Android says:
yes
Paranoid Android says:
ok but u need a date ask for a year
[e-mail] says:
oh fuck!!!!!!
[e-mail] says:
ok will it be in the next 5 yrs
Paranoid Android says:
no
[e-mail] says:
oh thank christ for that!
Paranoid Android says:
try some thing else
Paranoid Android says:
remember this is only a guide, it may not ever happen
[e-mail] says:
god i hope not!
[e-mail] says:
will it be someone else using the gun or myself?
Paranoid Android says:
it needs to be yes or no at this stage
[e-mail] says:
oh sorry...will it the gun be fired by another person?
Paranoid Android says:
yes
[e-mail] says:
is this person close to me?
Paranoid Android says:
yes]
[e-mail] says:
like an idol?
Paranoid Android says:
no
[e-mail] says:
oh thank god
[e-mail] says:
family?
Paranoid Android says:
yes
[e-mail] says:
does it happen during a heated argument?
Paranoid Android says:
no
[e-mail] says:
is it random?

(gets signed out)

Paranoid Android says:
hmmm not sure wat happened there
[e-mail] says:
lol
Paranoid Android says:
ok
[e-mail] says:
soooo. can we keep it going?
Paranoid Android says:
yep settin up the cards
[e-mail] says:
ok
Paranoid Android says:
ok the first car is for the general situation
[e-mail] says:
ok
Paranoid Android says:
The Empress
[e-mail] says:
...
Paranoid Android says:
hold on ive lost my way ill be back in a minute
[e-mail] says:
lol ok
Paranoid Android says:
ok alls good. The empress represents ur domination and growing over various aspects in ur life
[e-mail] says:
ok....
Paranoid Android says:
like u are becoming more of a woman. Maternal instincts are coming into place. u are being ur life as a woman
[e-mail] says:
lol oo cool
[e-mail] says:
but how does that fit in with the dream?
Paranoid Android says:
not really. i cannot harais the to be based around the dream not at the moment. at this time, i am looking at u personally
[e-mail] says:
oh ok
Paranoid Android says:
ok the second card is the genera;l situation around u and it is the Fool
Paranoid Android says:
He is the spirit in search of experience. Many symbols of the Instituted Mysteries are summarized in this card, which reverses, under high warrants, all the confusions that have preceded it.
[e-mail] says:
ok im confused by that lol
Paranoid Android says:
no need to worry. its all good
Paranoid Android says:
the Fool signifies the flesh, the sensitive life, and by a peculiar satire its subsidiary name was at one time the alchemist, as depicting folly at the most insensate stage.
Paranoid Android says:
ok the third card the past:
Paranoid Android says:
Temperance
Paranoid Android says:
ok that means that in the past, moderation was required in some aspect of ur life. ill work out more when i reveal more cards
Paranoid Android says:
are u still with me??
[e-mail] says:
yep
Paranoid Android says:
ok card number 4
Paranoid Android says:
Death!
[e-mail] says:
oh shit!
Paranoid Android says:
but this doesnt mean that u are dying. It means something recently has changed. In ur case, it'd probably b to do with ur operation.
[e-mail] says:
lol that was only a minor routine op (well not routine for me...)
Paranoid Android says:
exactly it was only minor for them, but a major change in ur lifestyle
[e-mail] says:
hmm true...sure was a major change financially!
Paranoid Android says:
ok card 5 The present card: This card will b mainly about ur present state: Justice.
Paranoid Android says:
The card Justice is the card which reminds us that we are not perfect.
When this card appears it ask us to identify what we did wrong and to claim our own mistakes - and perhaps to apologize for something we have done.
Paranoid Android says:
thats interesting. Have u done something recently that this card may b in retroscept to???
[e-mail] says:
uh?
[e-mail] says:
is this about the justice card or death?
Paranoid Android says:
justice
[e-mail] says:
hmm no i havent apolgised to anyone
[e-mail] says:
hmm maybe god for taping lws show, considering that could be illegal lol
Paranoid Android says:
mayb to them??? Or is there something that uve done that u wish ud done better???
Paranoid Android says:
it may have to do with ur relationship w ur mother
[e-mail] says:
hmm yeah i wish i actually did study last semester
Paranoid Android says:
lol
Paranoid Android says:
ok card 6. Th Tower
Paranoid Android says:
this card represents the future.
[e-mail] says:
ooo spooky
Paranoid Android says:
this card, now dont b freaked, but it symbolises failure. however, it also means a change in mind spiritually. u may begin to see things uve never seen before, mayb in a physical or mental or spirtual sense
[e-mail] says:
hmm well i failed one subject....
Paranoid Android says:
hmm i might mean something more. This is a guide to ur future. mayb its a sign to try and not fail
[e-mail] says:
haha by actually doing study
Paranoid Android says:
Ok net card: The Star ok despite what i said with the last card, this card is there to remind u that there is hope in ur life. this is the wish card. ur lucky u got his one
[e-mail] says:
haha thats great!
Paranoid Android says:
ok the next one is hopes and dreams: The Hermit: The hermit has internalised the lessons of life to the point that he is the lesson.
There are two major ways this card can be interpreted: First; the need to withdraw from society to become comfortable with himself; Second, the need to come out of isolation to share his knowledge with others.
[e-mail] says:
ha! ive always been kinda alone...
[e-mail] says:
like i like to isolate myself
Paranoid Android says:
hmmm this next one is interesting: Ur ninth card, which is a v personal one is the Judgement card. So far u have had all major cards. Its interesting. hmmm. anyhoo Judgement recognises that all people make mistakes. It offers us the opportunity to forgive our errors and put the past behind us.
It should be noted that the Judgement card can also express incorrect or baseless judgements of others.
Paranoid Android says:
and ur last card is Four of Cups: this card is a basical layout of ur future, but do not take it as the final desision: the four of cups has to do with emotions and love. That means someone new is on their way into ur life
[e-mail] says:
oo do i get a bf?
Paranoid Android says:
mayb its up to u from now on
[e-mail] says:
hmm ok
[e-mail] says:
so is that it? or more?
Paranoid Android says:
thats it
[e-mail] says:
hmm that was rather interestingQ! and fun
Paranoid Android says:
lol

[liz]

OMG last night/this morning was horrible. I watched a few dvds, and listened to Adam hills' cd and then lay in bed, finally able to get myself to re-listen to the show at caloundra, and i was listening to the end, and i started to cry. Not heaps but still enough to be worried that hey i am too obsesed and yeah stuff like that.

Came up with a few ideas, some sound strange:
-in my previous dream, Lucille said that maybe i see col as some sort of father figure.....and in the tarot reading she said that a family member would kill me......

-im talking to my friend on msn, and she read about the assult, and i said that im scared to report it cause the police could go around to his place, and it causes a family breakdown, and he comes after me.......so yeah he could be the one who kills me, but yeah he wasnt family at all.

-or like suddenly i could bump into my dad again after all these years, and he tracks me down and kills me cause like we didnt take his presents that he was allowed to send as part of the custody battle.......

I had another dream today, but not scary. Well actually kinda 2.
1st one, they were playing the goodbye show on tv, but we were there with them, and in the audience I saw Darren Lockyer (Broncos player) and some ch 9 newsreaders.

Then i woke up, confused and went back to bed, this was at 8am mind you lol.

2nd dream, it was at an actual show, and everyone was given these savory crackers or something, and James (the kid in teh island lol) was tehre with his older brother, but james wasnt there, and he was now called Jack. In this theatre, there was a huge gap between the stage adn the front row, cause theywere doing some stuff in that space, as well as on the stage. Then Col came aroudn the front to pick on another person, and i was like just closing my eyes wanting to be invisible, and going oh god please not me, and then i felt him tap my shoulder or my nose, in that way he does it to frank lol in the gf when he says why dont you just run along...etc. And so i got up, and was squinting cause of the bright lights, heart pounding like crazy, and then i was woken up by the rubbish truck....

Am i going insane or what???!!!!

[test]

Haha Darren Lockyer? That's weird.

[Angua]

nah Liz ur ok. Its ur mind. Its out to get u. hehehehe. just dont get to worked up about the cards. Theyre only a guide, not an absolute definate.